The book, The Fault in Our Stars, by John
Green is about a seventeen year old, cancer ridden teenager named
Hazel. Hazel’s life has always had a clear ending to it. But with a new
medicine buying her a few extra years Hazel’s chance to live a little bit more.
Hazel though, has no point in life, most of her friends have abandoned her, and
the friends she does, she distances from so as not to hurt them when the time
does come… That is until she begrudgingly goes to one of her stupid support
group meetings. Enter Augustus Waters, the most gorgeous, compelling boy Hazel’s
ever met. Something about him draws her in, and makes her want to open up. And
suddenly, her life is on a roller coaster that only goes up.
At the first meeting that Augustus
goes to, having been dragged there by his friend Isaac, who is blind in one
eye, Augustus explains that he had osteosarcoma about a year and a half ago,
but for now he’s in remission. Augustus or Gus is asked to share what he fears
most to which he replies bluntly oblivion. Oblivion then becomes one of the
biggest ideas in the book, the idea of what happens after death, and the mark
that you leave on earth.
When Augustus replies that he fears
oblivion, the support group leader, Patrick asks if anyone else can relate to
Gus’s fear. To which Hazel, who never raises her hand, says, “There will come a
time, when all of us are dead. All of us. There will come a time when there are
no human beings remaining to remember that anyone ever existed or that our
species ever did anything There will be no one left to remember Aristotle or
Cleopatra, let alone you. Everything that we built and wrote and thought and discovered
will be forgotten and all of this will have been for naught. Maybe this time is
coming soon, and maybe its millions of years away, but even if we survive the
collapse of our sun, we will not survive forever. There was a time before
organisms experienced consciousness, and there will be a time after. And if the
inevitability of human oblivion worries you, I encourage you to ignore it. Go
knows everyone else does.
This whole paragraph includes many
metaphors and meanings. The second line, “There will come a time when there are
no human beings remaining to remember that anyone ever existed to remember that
anyone ever existed or that our species ever did anything.” This line means
that one day Earth will be empty and there will be no record of our existence.
The next line is, “no one left to remember Aristotle or Cleopatra, let alone
you.” This sentence means that when the world is empty there will be no record
of the important people. And if they don’t even have a record of the significant
figures in history, then why would anybody be able to remember you? The rest of
the monologue goes on to state that people, events, none of it matter in the
end. Life will end; life will go on without you. And nobody dares to pay enough
attention because they’re to self-involved or scared to face the reality.
This quote and the whole idea of
oblivion really spoke to me because one of my biggest fears is of death and not
being remembered. A month ago, I feared that no one would ever know I felt this
way. I mean, my thoughts from 2 minutes ago are gone already, what about a
hundred years from now? Reading that quote from The Fault in Our Stars made me
feel like somebody understood my fear. I guess that’s good, isn’t it the thing
you want? To feel like somebody gets it, to feel like your thoughts have been
heard. This quote also made me think that I have to be more than just some
nobody that will be forgotten easily. I have to do something memorable, and get
my thoughts heard. I’m really glad I read The Fault in Our Stars, on top of it
being humorous, and compelling, depressing, and even sometimes gut wrenching,
it also made me stop and think for a couple minutes. I mean really think long,
and hard.


